Thursday, February 13, 2025
Run my way (Inventory Freestyle)
Wednesday, February 12, 2025
Finding Hope in Hard Times
Life is like a garden with different seasons. Sometimes things are good, and sometimes they are hard. The Bible says that everything has its own time. This means that even when things are difficult, it won't always be that way.
Feeling lost and in search for the truth
Sunday, February 9, 2025
These Streets
Thursday, February 6, 2025
Beyond the Filter: Longing for a Love That Grows Like a Weed
Open Letter
"I know I’m not an easy person to deal with, I get that. I get upset easily. My moods and reactions don’t always fit the situation at hand. I’m stubborn, prideful, and very particular about how I think things should be done."
Ahem…
Sometimes the world feels like it's pressin' down, ya know? Like you breathin' underwater, and ain't nobody throwin' you a rope. This ain't no feel-good bullshit, this is that real-life, stomach-in-knots, stare-at-the-ceiling-til-the-sun-comes-up kinda shit.
We out here grindin', chasin' dreams that feel further away every damn day. People see the hustle, the shine, maybe even a glimpse of success... but they don't see the nights spent wonderin' if any of this even matters. They don't see the demons you fightin' just to make it to the next morning.
I been through some things, seen some things, felt some things that would break most. The kind of pain that makes you question everything you thought you knew. Loyalty fades, love turns sour, and trust becomes a luxury you can't afford. Faced with betrayal after betrayal, a man starts to sink in the dark abyss of his mind.
It's a cold world out here, and sometimes you gotta be cold to survive. You armor up, put on a front, and pretend like you got it all figured out. But behind the mask, you're just a person searchin' for somethin' real, somethin' that sticks.
I'm talkin' to the ones who know this feeling. The ones who been knocked down, counted out, and still find a reason to get back up. The ones who understand that life ain't a fairytale, but a goddamn battlefield.
This ain't a cry for help, it's a nod of recognition. A "I see you" to the warriors out there battlin' their own demons. Keep your head up, keep pushin', and never let the darkness consume you. We ain't promised tomorrow, but we can make today count.
And to the people who hate: Keep hating, you ain't never gonna bring me down. You gotta do better than that.
Dear Life,
What's the damn point? What's the reason we fight so hard just to end up back at square one?
I will never understand.
That’s the question I’m wrestling with... maybe you are too. If you are then, God bless us all.
The Slow Fade When Death Isn't Physical
Sunday, February 2, 2025
Is Death More Painful Than Life
The Uncomfortable Question: Is Death More Painful Than Life?
We spend our lives, forward the most part, trying to avoid conversations about death. It’s a topic steeped in fear, uncertainty, and profound sadness. Yet, it’s a universal experience, the single inescapable truth that binds us all. And in the quiet moments, when the whirlwind of daily life subsides, a certain question can arise, a haunting whisper that asks: is death as painful as life?
It’s a question that cuts to the core of our existence, a subtle rebellion against the narrative that life, by its very definition, is the superior state. We’re taught to cherish life, to fight for it, to fear its end. But what if the experience of living, with all its inherent struggles, its heartaches, its disappointments, is sometimes more agonizing than the unknown that awaits us beyond the veil?
Consider the spectrum of human suffering. There's the physical pain – chronic illnesses, accidents, the slow decay of the body. But beyond that lies the vast landscape of emotional and psychological torment – the crushing weight of grief, the piercing sting of betrayal, the gnawing emptiness of loneliness, the relentless burden of mental illness. These are the silent wounds we carry, the battles we fight internally, often unseen and unacknowledged.
Life is rarely a smooth, untroubled journey. It’s a rollercoaster of highs and lows, a dance between joy and sorrow, hope and despair. We endure the pain of loss, the sting of rejection, the frustration of unfulfilled potential. We wrestle with existential anxieties, the fear of meaninglessness, the weight of our decisions. This is the reality of being human, and it’s not always pretty.
And then there’s death. While the physical act of dying can undoubtedly be painful, the question shifts when considering the experience of death itself. After all, once consciousness fades, does suffering continue? For most, the fear of death lies not in what follows, but in the unknown, in the cessation of existence as we know it, in the separation from loved ones. We fear what we don’t understand, and death remains the ultimate mystery.
So, is it possible that, in some cases, death offers an escape from the persistent pain of living? Is it possible that the cessation of consciousness, the end of struggle, could be a form of peace, a respite from the relentless challenges of existence? This isn't to romanticize death or diminish the value of life. Rather, it’s to acknowledge the inherent complexity of human experience, to recognize that pain, in its myriad forms, is an integral part of it.
This question doesn't offer easy answers. It invites us to contemplate the nature of suffering, the meaning of life, and the mystery of death. It urges us to be compassionate not only towards those who are struggling but also to ourselves. It reminds us that life is a precious gift, but also a challenging one. And perhaps, in acknowledging the potential for pain, we can find a deeper appreciation for the moments of joy, connection, and peace that we do experience.
Ultimately, the answer to the question "is death as painful as life?" is deeply personal and subjective. It depends on individual circumstances, perspectives, and the unique tapestry of each person’s life. The very act of asking it, however, is a powerful reminder to live with intention, to seek joy amidst the struggle, and to cherish the precious time we have, however fleeting.
It's a question that compels us to live more fully, to embrace the messy, beautiful, and sometimes painful journey of being alive.
Saturday, July 1, 2023
random thoughts about leaving
Monday, November 23, 2020
Protest Your Sanctuary
This piece isn't about blame shifting/rotating, projecting but rather a honest attempt in helping you protect your sanctuary brother or sister be awake and protect your sanctuary.
A sanctuary is a place of safety, refuge or protection for the purpose of this piece , a sanctuary may be divided into these four categories.
1. Physical
2. Mentally
3. Spiritually
4. Emotionally
Your Mental health, Personal space ,and Circle of friends are all part of your sanctuary.
•The kind of people you surround yourself with
•The kind of activities you engage in for fun
•The kind of activities you engage in for self development
•The kind of music you listen to
Please understand that we are personally responsible for who we become at the end of the day.
Protecting your sanctuary,you won't achieve certain things if you are too emotionally invested in people who do not add any positive in your life.
Accommodating such people in your life is a recipe for disaster.
Such people are nothing but, dead weight.
Not that they are useless entirely it's just that they are not useful to you and your earthly assigned mission. Dead weight 💪🏋️may help you if you are a body doing bench presses otherwise it slows you down or prevent you from getting ahead....cut it✂️
Stay away from toxic people in life who guilt trip you for what you have managed to achieve on your own and tell you that you should be thankful because you have this and that stop looking for more because there are people less privileged than you whereas you earned your achievement's purely on basis of;
- Personal Drive
- Attitude
- Self Discipline
- Sacrifices
- Determination
- Ambition
- Endurance
Toxic people tie a noose around their ignorance, arrogance and pride just to sit comfortably in their comfort zone playing the victim as they grow and go through life without being responsible for anything except blaming those who put work in.
I am an African Child and that's without a single shade of doubt but I can't relate with most people my generation based on what I have wrote.
I feel that as an African we still have a long way to go mentally more than physically,
we need to fetch our lives from deep within ourselves first and foremost.
There are negative things in the past that were done to our forefathers that hindered our growth, let's break the cycle.
History cannot be changed but we can't trade the future for Social gatherings, fun and adding to population whereas we have major shortages elsewhere.
It is within us to change the status quo, it is within us to put our best foot forward in unity and find a way to translate to the world and each other that greatness is our fate.
If this is mutual , it is crucial for you to protect your sanctuary and stay away from anyone who has not made means to achieve anything in the past 12 months and isn't making any moves towards progress.
Securing our future is the only gospel we should be preaching, prioritizing and practicing properly.
We are emphatic as humans meaning we have the capability to sensing the emotions of others.
You can't walk into a house full of people mourning 😭😢 and maintain a smile☺️ throughout whether you are happy or not that's just the way it goes.
Energy is like temperature Fam, even ice ❄️ doesn't stay long without changing form in a hot oven 🔥.
Protect your sanctuary, your work ethic, your consistency.
Rub shoulders with people whom are more knowledgeable than you , if they aren't they better be open minded and willing to grow otherwise they will change you instead.
It may seem as if you are thinking highly of yourself but if that's the only option you are left with, make it... protect your sanctuary.
Protect your sanctuary everyone have an idea of what they must have in order for them to feel complete and that includes their dreams but very few are willing to pay the price.
If success was a 300+ pages book most people would simply skim through the pages staring at the pictures... protect your sanctuary.
Our generation have retired from thinking, original ideas are rare and i can tell from stolen posts flooding your FB friends timeline .
Protect your sanctuary.
@Mohlalefi_SA
4/25/2020
Wednesday, November 18, 2020
I KNEW A GIRL ONCE
I knew a girl once who lived in a house made of skin,With the spine of time stretched through it.
The slightest wind would make it spin,It trapped a symphony of voices.
An escalating cacophony of whirlwinds
Each see one a pinpoint in time
An etched groove in her mind
But she refused to unravel
Terrified of what she might find,
Instead she spent her days living from the outside in
She wore badges of silence
And learned to bend with most winds
And when the horns would blow
She'd let their fury reign from within.
Protected by falsehoods and pride
A thick societal skin,
But to the world she glowed
Like the moon and sun's origins
Wrapped up in someone else's skin.
That's when the whispers begin,
That she was coloured by incest.
Coloured by date rape,
Coloured by pretense,
False representations,
False mandates.
Open your eyes,
Realize when your true voice calls,
That no lies will hold it within,
Every day of your life a new truth you will write,
But with your eyes closed you will spin.
Open your eyes,
Realize when your true voice calls,
That no lies will hold it within,
Every day of your life a new truth you will write.
But with your eyes closed you will spin
Open your eyes
Realize when your true voice calls
That no lies will hold it within
Every day of your life a new truth you will write
But with your eyes closed you will spin
Credit Lebogang Mashile
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